tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85160062373995846632011-07-30T21:37:55.387-07:00J@n!n3 W0Nghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09144577862576733259noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8516006237399584663.post-16011960906332031312009-08-25T20:51:00.000-07:002009-08-25T21:05:26.082-07:00yesterday i off ~cause she saw~ my comp hang<br /> cant hide on time<br /> she saw liao<br /> slap me<br /> she dun like m e play maple ~ need to listen mother mahs<br /> yesterday i cried to my father summore<br /> my result hor<br /> i maintain top 10 in class<br /> she dun accept de ( secondary )<br /> since secondary 1<br /> form 1 hor<br /> i take 9th place<br /> form 2<br /> get 5 or 6<br /> form 3 hor<br /> first sem i take 7<br /> second and 3 sem<br /> i take 1<br /> then hor since secondary 1<br /> form 1 hor<br /> i take 9th place<br /> form 2<br /> get 5 or 6<br /> form 3 hor<br /> first sem i take 7<br /> second and 3 sem<br /> i take 1<br /> then hor<br /> since secondary 1<br /> form 1 hor<br /> i take 9th place<br /> form 2<br /> get 5 or 6<br /> form 3 hor<br /> first sem i take 7<br /> second and 3 sem<br /> i take 1<br /> then hor<br /> since secondary 1<br /> form 1 hor<br /> i take 9th place<br /> form 2<br /> get 5 or 6<br /> form 3 hor<br /> first sem i take 7<br /> second and 3 sem<br /> i take 1<br /> then hor<br /> since secondary 1<br /> form 1 hor<br /> i take 9th place<br /> form 2<br /> get 5 or 6<br /> form 3 hor<br /> first sem i take 7<br /> second and 3 sem<br /> i take 1<br /> then hor<br /> since secondary 1<br /> form 1 hor<br /> i take 9th place<br /> form 2<br /> get 5 or 6<br /> form 3 hor<br /> first sem i take 7<br /> second and 3 sem<br /> i take 1<br /> then hor form 4 and 5<br /> cause harder mahs<br /> not like form 3<br /> i cant memorise de<br /> my writing skills also not that strong<br /> i try to improve la<br /> so hor<br /> maintain 4 and 5<br /> but my mother always againts me<br /> see my brothers<br /> like angels<br /> see me<br /> like devil<br /> haiz<br /> i dunno what to say<br /> my mother sayang my eldest brother most<br /> he hor<br /> can get top in class<br /> she sayang<br /> me and my younger brother<br /> cant mahs<br /> we diff lehs<br /> she dont see that<br /> in art hor<br /> yea i might think the drawing nice<br /> but the teacher dosnt<br /> how to aspect me to get full marks<br /> she just dont understand<br /> she thinks <br /> its like physics<br /> can study can count de<br /> she is not art person wont understand thats why me and my younger brotther<br /> the only time we smile together<br /> is when we sit together<br /> mapling<br /> i wanna be happy<br /> i draw hapy<br /> but when she ccomes is<br /> everything ruin<br /> but seeing her praise my elder brother time after time in front of me<br /> my heart hurts<br /> we are siblngs<br /> why cant just treasure both of use equally<br /> my mother<br /> isnt like that when i was in form 3 de<br /> then subsequently<br /> when she worked longer in singapore<br /> she became like that<br /> i dont wanna lose my old self like her<br /> my father says the same thing<br /> i dunno<br /> my fatther neverr treats me tthat way<br /> my younger brother also dont like her additude<br /> last year hor<br /> she comes back to malaysia on saturday mahs<br /> to spend week end<br /> then hor<br /> she come home<br /> just step into the house<br /> start nagging at us liao<br /> my father says she got mental problem<br /> me and my younger brother<br /> are always protectted by my father when we were nagged<br /> now i new to singapore<br /> i'm only here for 4 months<br /> and she is doing this to me<br /> because of her additude<br /> it makes me<br /> dont dare to tell her wat i have<br /> because it seems<br /> like everrything i do<br /> is wrong to her<br /> i dunno<br /> i just dont dare to say anything<br /> cause<br /> she never l k at what i think<br /> she always draws her own conclusion<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8516006237399584663-1601196090633203131?l=janinewong.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>J@n!n3 W0Nghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09144577862576733259noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8516006237399584663.post-45741104112133177002009-08-25T08:54:00.000-07:002009-08-25T09:02:46.214-07:00my life wats it about -_-!!! i come home after a full day of schooling~ in school feeling banyak stress already come home mother give me a dead look. I always release stress by playing maple rather enjoying myself when i dont enjoy school prison life !!! i see mother home i tutup maple with all the other applications not to let her know i am playing.Let her catch kena slap on the face i pain i dont cry in front of her.<br /><br />Mother works hard earn money. What i do? I dont use money. I giam siap. skip lunch buy materials for my work. I no money i dont dare ask her because i dont wanna use her money. But i dont have money i cant go to school. School facilities not enough . Teacher encourage us buy our own light box. Lightbox cost 16x $ i dont want. Divert back to malaysian ringgit cost about RM 400 waste money i dont want. i never ask to buy 1. I use my house glass table to do my work instead. Feed back what i get."always dirty the table clean it up make the house soo messy!" What to do i do work half way kena marah -_-!!! I wan buy kena marah -_-!!! so i rather keep quiet. But what i doing is it right or wrong??<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8516006237399584663-4574110411213317700?l=janinewong.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>J@n!n3 W0Nghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09144577862576733259noreply@blogger.com0